If I ever loose my battle with depression, there's a few things I want everyone to know. I don't blame any of u or anything from my past. But I wish you would have noticed - that I was crying on the inside even when I was smilling on the outside. I know I tried so hard to be everyone's sunshine, but I was full of rain clouds. When I was busy checking in on u, u'd never check in on me. I always put up a strong front, I never wanted anyone to worry. I would cry for hours and then walk out like nothing was wrong.
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