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Pewnego dnia zapyta mnie o Ciebie...
Gdzieś przy filiżance herbaty przypadkowo padnie pytanie...
I nagle herbata wyda mi się gorzko gorzka...
Nie można kłamać w takich chwilach.
Będę musiał Jej powiedzieć...
Wstanę od stołu, spuszczę wzrok do ziemi, wezmę coś nerwowo w palce...
I nagle uronię łzę...
Poddam się nieświadomie.
I wtedy zrozumie, że jest dla Ciebie tylko zastępstwem...
Ona sama wolałaby prawdopodobnie nic nie wiedzieć.
Pożałuję później, ale tych słów nie będzie można cofnąć...
Nie jestem jeszcze gotowy, żeby ktoś o Ciebie zapytał...
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No one's calling for me at the door , And unpredictable won't bother anymore, And silently gets harder to ignore. / MYSTXRIVL - BXVUTIFUL THINGS
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You make me feel bad about wanting anything. / tonatyle
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Feeling useless is one of the worst possible feelings. / tonatyle
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Years are passing, people are disappearing, world is changing, I'm losing myself. / tonatyle
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I see my old friends going out with their new friends. I see people going clubbing, travelling, improving, living. Meanwhile, I'm still in the same shit hole, looking for a miracle between empty walls. / tonatyle
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'Nothing' is a synonym of my life. / tonatyle
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I don't know how to move. I stuck in place. Alone. / tonatyle
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I wish I had someone who would be there for me, no matter what. Someone, who would try to help me instead of judging me and making me feel even worse about myself. / tonatyle
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I used to lie myself that everything is possible and everything will be fine. Yet, I'm still here, in the same spot I used to stand. / tonatyle
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Is it bad that I want more from life? That I want to feel and experience? This pain of a grey life is excruciating. Sometimes, I can't bear it anymore. / tonatyle
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