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To be honest I don’t even know why the situation has complicated so much recently.
I am not sure if that is the constant anger about everything around, the tiredness, lack of time spent together, laziness… Maybe our feelings have changed? Or maybe it is all of the pointed-out reasons?
I have no idea, but I know if this is how it will look like, then the possibility that we will be able to keep it together is close to zero…
I hate myself for even thinking that way. I really hate myself right now. Got a feeling it is all my fault, which is not completely. Apparently, the blame is always situated in the middle or both sides – same meaning. I just feel tired of ups and downs in this relationship, I just wish that would be over now, my life would be over.
I guess everyone would be happy about it.
Sometimes I feel that I am just a huge stone and dragging everybody down.
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