Oh, why the life needs to be so difficult??
It is all about making the right decisions. But what if there are no good choices available? There will always be someone who will be hurt more, damaged more, broken more than the other person. And it doesn’t matter what choice you make. You will always be the bad person in someone’s eyes.
I wish I could just run away and not need to make any of the choices. This makes my life even more miserable. And I hate myself for keeping it that way, but at the moment I don't want to do anything that could potentially hurt one of them.
I really need to pack it in, grow up and make a final decision.
I am tired of pretending and being undecided all the time. It is a real pain in the ass.
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