Confess sins before i die. Make something beautiful before i will lose last strength. Kiss - only one last time - just kiss her. Find the way to die easy. Not fall in love again - love will destroy this world. It's not like that i'm in bad relation with this feeling. Love is in some way beauty, but also makes an unimaginable pain. Confess my sins is not enough. I need to make something really good for another man. In my life i have seen myself in all ways. Anyway nothing makes me happiness, so then, I cannot say my life was perfect, perfect for someone or thyself. Now I just want to die, end this life what is killing me everyday, like I killed souls of people who i loved and i'll love. My God... kill me, please, i'm begging.
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