You know how it is with me? Once I gave my feelings to someone and he rejected them, now we’re trying to fix it all up. You know what I feel? I feel fear that he will do that again and I won’t be able to back myself up. You know what I can’t do? I can’t trust him, even though I know I should. But you know what I want? I want him, because he was the most beautiful memory of this summer holidays. His kisses and his touch, with him I felt like a little girl that has a man by her side, not a small minded, selfish boy that all he cares about are his mates and can’t take care of his girl properly.
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