I´m not scared about what will come tomorrow, because you were my yesterday. And if I had to pay for your presence with a few years of pain and emptiness then fine; I will pay that fee happily. Why? Because everything has a price. We took leaps and bound, and no one can measure our journey in miles. Circumstance can be a lovely lady, but that bitch bites hard. She snatched you before I even saw the end coming. But I have these memories, and they keep rolling around in my head. They come alive when a day without you is too hard to swallow. I miss you, everyday. But I just what we built. And I hope I still reside behind your eyes, so when those eyelids shield you from the rest of the world, your memories come alive again. Your memories of me. This is all I have, but it´s enough for me. You were mine once. I watched you blossom, and now I have to let you go. But I´m not sorry I loved you. I will never be.
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