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nadiee8.moblo.pl
what's wrong with me?!
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yeah I am hopeless.. I want something I can't or don't have... I want you now... but I want you from the beginning, not you now...
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oh baby, I wish we could be together already, that we could try already and end all this shit... :( but I know if it will happen it will be in half year or even one year.. and I can't wait that long :( two months is already too much for me :(
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and you're pissing me off when I am telling you one thing, but you obviously know better that it's different... I've always been honest with you... I don't wanna lie to you about anything. and when I am telling you that with him there's nothing - that's true.. I've met with him and all I was thinking about was how free I felt when I was with you... that with you I felt sooooo good, that I think with no one I will feel this way ever again :( cos no one compares to you... but I can't handle that we're apart :( I wish I could be stronger..
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I said to you I don't wanna write with you... and we're not writing... but I am thinking about you all the time.. I can't get rid of you from my head :( I am thinking how sad I've made you and that I would like to be now with you so I could hug you and tell you we will be alright honey... :( but I am not sure anymore if we will... I am so fucking confused with myself... you know what I need? our beginnings and I need to see you and I need to know exactly what we're gonna do :( that would help me a lot... I feel so bad knowing that you're there, alone and sad :( sad because of me... it's so hurtful :( I should have made you happy, not kurwa sad :(
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I am so sorry that I hurt you.. :( but I feel I would hurt you more if we would finish this later :(
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I just would like to fall in love once in my life :( I wanna love someone...
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all I can do is hurt people... :(
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I don't care. I dont care anymore.. I don't care about us.. I am not waiting for you to message me anymore... and when you do I don't even want to read it or reply to you straightaway... when we call, we have nothing to talk about... I am waiting for it to finish... I think I lost interest in you.. cos I feel like you've lost interest in me.. 5 messages a day? one message per hour? about the weather or different shit... what's that? I don't even care if we will meet.. I don't care if you'll come... I don't care about anything anymore.. I'm sorry.
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you know what I want right now? to move in time two years ahead and see myself with you in our place, doesn't matter where as long as we're both happy, wrapped in your arms, looking into your beautiful eyes and hearing you whisper to my ear 'I love you' and then I'll say 'I love you too' and you will say "I told you so :)' I really hope you can be the one who will break my wall and show me what the love is... I hope with you I won't be scared of feelings... I hope we will be perfect together
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sometimes I feel like I'm changing my mood every single 8 seconds o.O in one second I want you bad, in other I don't wanna even write with you, then I think it doesn't make sense and we have to stop writing, then I think if we will try we will be happy, then I'm mad at you and I don't even wanna try, then I feel like theres nothing more I want than be with you... what the hell is wrong with me?
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