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                                                                            | No one's calling for me at the door , And unpredictable won't bother anymore, And silently gets harder to ignore. / MYSTXRIVL - BXVUTIFUL THINGS |  |  
             
            
            
                
                    
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                                                                            | You make me feel bad about wanting anything. / tonatyle |  |  
            
            
                
                    
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                                                                            | Feeling useless is one of the worst possible feelings. / tonatyle |  |  
            
            
                
                    
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                                                                            | Years are passing, people are disappearing, world is changing, I'm losing myself. / tonatyle |  |  
            
            
                
                    
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                                                                            | I see my old friends going out with their new friends. I see people going clubbing, travelling, improving, living. Meanwhile, I'm still in the same shit hole, looking for a miracle between empty walls. / tonatyle |  |  
            
            
                
                    
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                                                                            | 'Nothing' is a synonym of my life. / tonatyle |  |  
            
            
                
                    
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                                                                            | I don't know how to move. I stuck in place. Alone. / tonatyle |  |  
            
            
                
                    
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                                                                            | I wish I had someone who would be there for me, no matter what. Someone, who would try to help me instead of judging me and making me feel even worse about myself. / tonatyle |  |  
            
            
                
                    
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                                                                            | I used to lie myself that everything is possible and everything will be fine. Yet, I'm still here, in the same spot I used to stand. / tonatyle |  |  
            
            
                
                    
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                                                                            | Is it bad that I want more from life? That I want to feel and experience? This pain of a grey life is excruciating. Sometimes, I can't bear it anymore. / tonatyle |  |  
            
            
                
                    
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                                                                            | When you're unhappy, everything in your life seems pointless. / tonatyle |  |  
            
            
                
                    
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                                                                            | Zazdroszczę ludziom, którzy wiedzą, dokąd zmierzają. Ludziom, którzy wędrują wybraną ścieżką i są jej pewni. / tonatyle |  |  |  |