The truth is that there are a lot of people like you, us, with strange hobbies or talents or gifts and we try to hide it because we're afraid that it makes us seen weird or it will turn people off, but that's a mistake. What makes me unique has brought every person I love into my life.
I'm sorry. Sometimes I get a jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. I guess it's my insecurities acting up. Because I know that I'm not the prettiest, smartest or most fun and exciting. But I do know that no matter how hard and long you look, you'll never find somebody that loves you like I do.