D;But you know what I really am? Selfish. Because I make bad choices that hurt you. Yes, I would rather die than be human. I'd rather die right now than spend a handful of years with you only to lose you when I'm too old and sick and miserable and you're still you. I'd rather die right now than spend my last final years remembering how good I had it and how happy I was. Because that's who I am and I'm not going to change. And there's no apology in the world that encompasses all the reasons that I'm wrong for you.
E:Then I'm not sorry either. I'm not sorry that I met you. I'm not sorry that knowing you has made me question everything. That in death, you're the one who made me feel most alive. You've been a terrible person. You made all the wrong choices and out of all the choices I've made, this will prove to be the worst one. But I'm not sorry I'm in love with you. I love you, Damon. I love you.
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