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"Dejavu dejavu mam dziś, chyba mi ciut wstyd... ach te twoje oczy, w nich gubiłam się nie raz, twoje oczy te niebiańskie oczy, a ten dotyk działał jak narkotyk..."
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Widzę jak zerkasz, takie dziwne to... a ja nadal pojąć nie potrafię, jak łatwo przyszło Ci tak pokochać mnie?...
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He has stood behind me while I was sitting down at my desk. I have looked up to see his face. Immediately he has rested his forehead on my head and said: "You don't even imagine how much I need to hold myself back to not kiss your forehead right now"...
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And I know I should tell him to stop saying that he loves me. But this feeling of someone actually find you attractive, other than your husband, especially with the lack of self confidence is taking you higher and makes you believe in yourself all over again. It makes you feel alive again.
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Please, smile smile smile... Smile for me...
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"-I never ever want to see you're sad or crying. And if you will be, I will punch everyone who made you feel that way."
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"-Just remember, you're beautiful. And I love you. I really love you."
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"-You know it has been 3 years now that we know each other and are working together. And it is also 3 years now that I haven't slept with anyone. But I am 27 now and I want to settle down, I want to get married and have children, even now. I would teach them how to play video games and they would play with me. I have grown up enough to finally settle down..."
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"-I really love you - he said. -Yeah, yeah, right. Why would I believe you? You all like to say that all the time, even if you don't actually mean it. -When I actually say it, I mean it!! I know you are married. I don't expect anything from you and that is fine. I just want you to accept that. And if, by any chance, one day you will divorce, I will do anything to keep you in England. But if you still would like to go back to Poland, I would follow you and move all my life. I would happily move to Poland just to be with you. I want to be an option, you know. Even if it is going to be in 5 years, I would like to know first."
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Po nocach spędzonych chodząc nago po mieszkaniu, parze dwie kawy w emaliowanych kubkach. Siadam na blacie czekając na zagotowanie wody w czajniku i uśmiecham się szeroko. Życie potoczyło się w najpiękniejszym kierunku. Z myśli przerywa mnie odgłos stóp na płytkach. Czuje Twoje usta na swoich. Nic więcej, nikogo bardziej./bekla
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On w 2019 uklęknął. Powiedziałam "tak" całym moim sercem./bekla
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Chciałabym nas zapamiętać w słońcu. Zapamiętać splot dłoni gdy spacerujemy nad rzeką. Palce umazane oliwą i sosem do pizzy. Potańcówki w kuchni nawet gdy nie gra muzyka. Pocałunki w czoło sprawiające, że serce topnieje w ułamku sekundy. Chciałabym zapamiętać serdeczne spojrzenia i poważne rozmowy w samochodzie. Głowę ułożoną przy jego sercu. Chciałabym zapamiętać ten czas kiedy rzucaliśmy w siebie śnieżkami, ale też krzyki pod blokiem o pierwszej w nocy. Dni przeleżane w pidżamie i te na zaśnieżonych stokach. Mam w głowie tysiące chwil wartych zapamiętania, ale walczyłabym tylko o te spędzone z nim. Tylko te z nim warte są wszystkich skarbów świata./bekla
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